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never noe got tis song.

n u appeared while i was at it.

coincidence? aww……

alrite, so i kinda cheated.

not a word of farewell said to you, nor on ur card.

i think i am in denial mode.

u were here when i came.

thou天下没有不散之筵席, but somehow i am not ready to move on.

all the best, fren. and take care.

2 trips tis jun hols. penang-langkawi and silk road (china portion).

taking abit of adjusting back to normal work life.

i should make travelling my job.

perhaps it will make my stay at home better.

string of activities after trips.

skypark, dimsum @ MBS (bill more than $1k!), more driving lessons, volunteer training, gatherings, museum visit, chocolate workshop, lion king, nuahing in TCC.

all within a week.

not too bad, a feat, i say.

cheers!

yup, after, hmm, 10yrs? i finally remember it on time.

n remember to do the thing tt i alwaz promise myself i will do on tis day.

fren, 好吗？

is it you who make me wan to settle down or is it the memory of you makes me not take flight?

so long, yet i am stuck.

yesterday went to play laser quest. been wanting to try it since i heard abt it like 10yrs ago. a few takeaways…

1. it is not in aircon place. i thot it was. mayb it used to be in aircon place onli, like 10 yrs ago. anyway, i was in sembawang park for the whole time.
2. i do not noe how to protect myself. how true. i onli managed to get a few shots after i ran out, rambo style. n got myself killed like almost immediately.
3. i can still run fast if i wan to, at least i choose to believe. i haven run, really serious fast running, since jc days. surprisingly, i was faster than i thot i could when running for cover.
4. new understanding of “Getting closer to nature”. literately stuck myself to the trees. so stuck tt i had bark stuck on my arms…
5. need to start running soon again. thighs r aching after less than 45mins of gameplay.

Happened to hear this a couple of times within tis wk.

Vincent

原来他是那么sad. i mean i noe he was never happy but i din noe he was tt sad. i couldn’t even bear to stay thru the video of his works.

我的朋友我的同学我最爱的一切

tis video perhaps for my graduating class? i dun think i am tt close with them, nor made them tt close with themselves. but i thot graduating most likley to be the most memorable part of tis part of life. 我在乎你们的一切，虽然不一定会永远。how true.

juz realized i have missed it again. i think i have been missing it for many years liao. oops.

so how is it going?

i remember when i was a kid, my mum told me it is vry sad for pp to pass away b4 they turn 50 cos hell will have to keep them til they are 50 to be reborn. well, we are 19 yrs away from that age. u bored yet? bobian eh. who ask u so backside itchy.

we could be hanging out still, meeting all the people fr IRC. mayb we would have evolved off to other media forms. but anyway, u had chosen another path. sorry, buddy, i can’t follow u. if u r willing to wait, i will look for u one day.

to a fren who made me rushed to jurong point, ntu hostel n hospitals at the moment i got news, who gave me many dinner n movie treats, who scolded back rude pp during our IRC days, who made me listened to all his nonsense, whom i private messaged with alwaz b4 meeting new IRC frens,

happy birthday.

突破30大关的1周后（30大关已经是去年的事了，i have hit the “0” and juz burst thru it with a BIG “1”），获得一则喜讯。

今天的太极课结束时，老师点了一下名。

“小妹妹。”

叫我嘞。omg, 真的是tmd爽。

这几周，老师都找我做示范。我猜想可能是她以为我够年轻，经得住“打击”。

爽就爽在班上其实还有两位比我小的妹妹。而且是小5岁哦！

真的是爽。

after 31 yrs, the impossible (or so i thot) has happened.

of cos i kicked a BIG fuss out of it.

on the other hand, if tis can happen, perhaps other impossible stuff oso can happen.

keep my fingers crossed!